謝謝妳辛苦把我養大!!今年給自己的話是: 安靜平安 :) 然後,給自己時間慢慢長大,不要著急
11/14/2011
信念
今天的牧師說: God's plan is always better than yours. Pray to God for letting you know that you are gifted and for letting people point out your gifts. 如果天賦不用,就像在倉庫中蒙塵的禮物盒.
=> I must have gotten something!!! More of all, I'm apparently living a better plan now.
胸口好悶,不知道嚥不下去也吐不出來的是些什麼.
在建立很久的信念完全崩壞後到來的會是? 我期待 :)
=> I must have gotten something!!! More of all, I'm apparently living a better plan now.
胸口好悶,不知道嚥不下去也吐不出來的是些什麼.
在建立很久的信念完全崩壞後到來的會是? 我期待 :)
11/12/2011
生日快樂
To Joanne,
Happy Birthday!! So sorry that I never got a chance to give you a call. Hope you are doing well over there. It is really nice to meet you :)))
=
We first met at the TA training workshop in 2008, the year that we first enrolled. She really doesn't like CA, where the four seasons seem to be the same one. Maybe that is because she just relocated from Michigan by the time, or maybe its because her boy friend suicided couple month ago. She quickly choose to disappear from the world at the end of that Fall. I still remember that she told me to go to her whenever I need a favor while hearing the sudden lose of her. When telling me so she gave a prompt call to me, so she could be sure that I got her number. So sorry that I never called her back.
Couple days after her death came her birthday. Facebook has a really sweet but sometime bitter function, which reminds people the birthdays of friends, no matter those friends are still live or not. Every year since then, Facebook app reminds me of Joanne's birthday. First year without her, I was so down. I just could not realize why we need to lose such a nice girl?! I cried, got gloomy, lost some hope, directions ,and the most of all, a precious friend. I would give you a call, if there is another chance. But, there won't be any. This year, I just gotta learn to look up and to cherish every single simple bless in our live. I really really want all my friends and I will be doing super well no matter how bad the situation is. May God be with us :)
Happy Birthday Joanne. And thanks for reminding me to be humble!
Happy Birthday!! So sorry that I never got a chance to give you a call. Hope you are doing well over there. It is really nice to meet you :)))
=
We first met at the TA training workshop in 2008, the year that we first enrolled. She really doesn't like CA, where the four seasons seem to be the same one. Maybe that is because she just relocated from Michigan by the time, or maybe its because her boy friend suicided couple month ago. She quickly choose to disappear from the world at the end of that Fall. I still remember that she told me to go to her whenever I need a favor while hearing the sudden lose of her. When telling me so she gave a prompt call to me, so she could be sure that I got her number. So sorry that I never called her back.
Couple days after her death came her birthday. Facebook has a really sweet but sometime bitter function, which reminds people the birthdays of friends, no matter those friends are still live or not. Every year since then, Facebook app reminds me of Joanne's birthday. First year without her, I was so down. I just could not realize why we need to lose such a nice girl?! I cried, got gloomy, lost some hope, directions ,and the most of all, a precious friend. I would give you a call, if there is another chance. But, there won't be any. This year, I just gotta learn to look up and to cherish every single simple bless in our live. I really really want all my friends and I will be doing super well no matter how bad the situation is. May God be with us :)
Happy Birthday Joanne. And thanks for reminding me to be humble!
Saved for later list
整理了Amazon帳號裡的稍後再買清單,發現很多當時很有興趣但沒買的東西,現在居然可以輕鬆的移除掉,有些是用不到了,另一些現在覺得根本不需要了,當然裡面也有再也買不到的商品,不知道為什麼如果當時沒有非買不可的衝動,事後好像也不會那麼的遺憾(囧),看來延遲購物/享受好像也有一些些的好處,省掉了衝動過後的後悔 :)
11/11/2011
有點過動的頭腦
一天到晚轉個不停...
* 把[我可能不會愛你]進度追完,可是有一大半都沒專心看,一邊上網一邊聽,看完了也沒有急著看下一集的衝動,只是默默打開[城市獵人]來看,可是這樣就不能不專心了,因為聽不懂 Orz
* 還是忍著,但也只是好像有忍住,實際上卻是一直一直默默看著默默胡思亂想著
* [還是會]好好聽喔,前奏很讚,大仁哥唱得很讚,歌詞也很讚
* 現在早晚大約都在10度以下,不過穿著厚外套邊走身子邊暖和起來的感覺很幸福
* 好想買唐立淇的新書!!胡亂抓住眼睛看到的任何浮木
* 明明覺得A&F的衣服不好看,可是外套出現40% OFF還是忍不住思考有沒有那件外套值得買 Orz
* 可以幫我的臉出書,好個讓人生氣的不為所動臉
* 今天是11/11/11也超級對稱的,一起TA的人說他們的樂團要演奏到11:11 on 11/11/11
* 託老師請假的福,下週三又要上台快速講課了, cross my fingers for all the kids
* 一直想買衣鞋包包是因為真心喜歡裝扮還是沒自信造成的不安?!還是只是失心瘋 也可能都有,科科
* somewhat uncertain.
* 好想睡,可是今天進度好少
* One Day最後一天播映,要去看嘛?
* 想吃壽喜燒
* 想開鍋魯牛肉
* Puss in Boots
* Real Steal
* 最後一個問題: 想要的東西都買到就會一直開心了嗎?!
* 晚安 :)
腦子整天都亂轉,難怪很累又很暈 :P
連低頭都好暈...早點睡希望會好點@@
* 把[我可能不會愛你]進度追完,可是有一大半都沒專心看,一邊上網一邊聽,看完了也沒有急著看下一集的衝動,只是默默打開[城市獵人]來看,可是這樣就不能不專心了,因為聽不懂 Orz
* 還是忍著,但也只是好像有忍住,實際上卻是一直一直默默看著默默胡思亂想著
* [還是會]好好聽喔,前奏很讚,大仁哥唱得很讚,歌詞也很讚
* 現在早晚大約都在10度以下,不過穿著厚外套邊走身子邊暖和起來的感覺很幸福
* 好想買唐立淇的新書!!胡亂抓住眼睛看到的任何浮木
* 明明覺得A&F的衣服不好看,可是外套出現40% OFF還是忍不住思考有沒有那件外套值得買 Orz
* 可以幫我的臉出書,好個讓人生氣的不為所動臉
* 今天是11/11/11也超級對稱的,一起TA的人說他們的樂團要演奏到11:11 on 11/11/11
* 託老師請假的福,下週三又要上台快速講課了, cross my fingers for all the kids
* 一直想買衣鞋包包是因為真心喜歡裝扮還是沒自信造成的不安?!還是只是失心瘋 也可能都有,科科
* somewhat uncertain.
* 好想睡,可是今天進度好少
* One Day最後一天播映,要去看嘛?
* 想吃壽喜燒
* 想開鍋魯牛肉
* Puss in Boots
* Real Steal
* 最後一個問題: 想要的東西都買到就會一直開心了嗎?!
* 晚安 :)
腦子整天都亂轉,難怪很累又很暈 :P
連低頭都好暈...早點睡希望會好點@@
11/10/2011
究竟買了些什麼?!
腦袋好像越不用就越不靈光=
= 我究竟在網路上買過什麼東西呢?
衣: 外套,上衣,裙子,褲子,鞋子,項鍊
育樂: 機票,租車,旅館
用: 維他命,護手霜,保養品(Kiehl's.
Clinique, Biotherm)
電器: 手機/預付卡, 行李箱, 加濕器, 事務機, 隨身硬碟, 外接硬碟, 24"螢幕/無線鍵盤滑鼠, 電風扇, 充電電池組, 多功能鬆餅機, 耳機,
其他: 鍋子,茶類
最近不知道是不安還是焦躁,總是很想買衣服包包鞋子跟衣堆其他東西,由於我購買的網站通常可以免費退貨,所以就常常心一橫就買下去,最近一直在思考一個問題,就算是可以退,還是要先付錢的.付錢時由於購物消減的心理壓力一股腦的全部回來了,倒也不是付不出錢,只是有種這樣真的有讓自己開心嗎?好像從源頭消除不安跟焦慮比較對.....
有時候真的看到喜歡的包包跟鞋子,就會忍不住想我是不是讓自己的物質慾望太高漲了?這樣價錢的東西是我現在的身分可以負擔跟相襯的嗎?雖然有一兩樣高價的物品也不為過,但是漂亮的東西怎麼那麼多,會不會一直看到喜歡的,買個沒完,實際上卻也都用不著呢???唉唉
11/08/2011
Equip for those best in life
其實，没有什麼東西是不能放手的。曾經以為不能放手的東西，只是生命瞬間的一塊跳板; 所有不能放棄的事情，不過是生命裡一個過渡，你跳過了，一切就變得更精采。人在跳板上，最痛苦的不是跳下的那一刻，而是跳下之前，心裡的挣扎、猶豫、無助，無法向别人傾訴 。閉上眼睛，鼓起勇氣，跳了，就過去了。by-加措活佛
11/07/2011
On the way to a selfish bitch
不想爽快給我爸他想要的答案的原因是...有可能我知道他想聽的跟事實並不一樣,我也不想違背自己心意,我想自私地繼續感受我正感受的,不想說謊讓他感到好過一點,為什麼要一直逼我?!
周末行程滿滿: The Cheesecake Factory -> D&B -> Laguna Beach -> 85C; H-Mart -> 85C -> Newsong -> MJ Cafe -> 星巴樂 -> Krispy Kreme -> Home sweet home!!
肚子飽飽心暖暖,美食跟朋友真的好有療癒功能,果然還是跟朋友一起比較開心美味 :)
周末行程滿滿: The Cheesecake Factory -> D&B -> Laguna Beach -> 85C; H-Mart -> 85C -> Newsong -> MJ Cafe -> 星巴樂 -> Krispy Kreme -> Home sweet home!!
肚子飽飽心暖暖,美食跟朋友真的好有療癒功能,果然還是跟朋友一起比較開心美味 :)
11/06/2011
The Cheesecake Factory & Laguna Beach
昨晚七點出頭從學校離開時,發現草皮上有好多小灰兔,好可愛好可愛,天氣變得很冰涼,放在口袋裡的雙手還是好冰涼,看來是冬天了:)
心軟的小朋友一路北上,說是要來吃The Cheesecake Factory,傑克夫婦和亞倫義氣相挺一共點了兩道義大利麵/牛排/披薩/炸花枝/南瓜+原味起司蛋糕,吃得好撐好撐,不過好開心!! 接著抱著好撐好撐的肚子到D&B,賽馬/輪盤/丟圈圈/打魚,好好玩喔,整個很嗨森 :)
很涼的天,放棄到Great Park排熱氣球的心願,跑到常去的海邊,從沒發現那邊的海岸線這麼長,在很邊邊的地方,有好多大朋友小朋友在岸邊和海裡衝浪!! 有陽光的海岸好開心,順手到星巴克買了用聖誕節節慶紙杯裝的拿鐵,吹著微涼海風,很幸福,意外的知道有新朋友願義熱情贊祝感恩節計畫,也嘰哩呱拉說了一堆感想,沒說的是最近一直在體認知易行難的道理,但我猜想 tomorrow will always be better
被海風吹得打冷顫,於是在日落前帶著小朋友到85度C完成他今天的最後任務,晚上順手打給菊寶貝,一聊就不小心過了幾小時,很幸運的有很多朋友在各個角落默默的陪著我 :)))))
心軟的小朋友一路北上,說是要來吃The Cheesecake Factory,傑克夫婦和亞倫義氣相挺一共點了兩道義大利麵/牛排/披薩/炸花枝/南瓜+原味起司蛋糕,吃得好撐好撐,不過好開心!! 接著抱著好撐好撐的肚子到D&B,賽馬/輪盤/丟圈圈/打魚,好好玩喔,整個很嗨森 :)
很涼的天,放棄到Great Park排熱氣球的心願,跑到常去的海邊,從沒發現那邊的海岸線這麼長,在很邊邊的地方,有好多大朋友小朋友在岸邊和海裡衝浪!! 有陽光的海岸好開心,順手到星巴克買了用聖誕節節慶紙杯裝的拿鐵,吹著微涼海風,很幸福,意外的知道有新朋友願義熱情贊祝感恩節計畫,也嘰哩呱拉說了一堆感想,沒說的是最近一直在體認知易行難的道理,但我猜想 tomorrow will always be better
被海風吹得打冷顫,於是在日落前帶著小朋友到85度C完成他今天的最後任務,晚上順手打給菊寶貝,一聊就不小心過了幾小時,很幸運的有很多朋友在各個角落默默的陪著我 :)))))
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